arh..im just no mood to do anything got tons of work to do write my internship report settle my freelance job complete my mum company website... but im just so mood less to do any of it...
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all becoz of my stupid haircut... so so so damn ugly i dun even dare to take any picture of myself u wun get to see any camwhore pic of me in the mean time...sorry~~~~ ill disappear visually for sm times... i wun go back to tat salon a gain...i promise... dun get shock when u saw my ugly hair...
my darling...today is ur birthday... received my present??? hope u love it... must wear it k...and remember me every time u wear them sorry for no birthday card and wishes in the present tat i send to u coz i wanna say everything here to u... its 22th birthday for u... ill been remember tis date for almost 9 years!!! ya such a precious friend to me... we never been in the same class in school but our relationship just grow magically.... our 'hobby' just brought us together closer and closer ..ain't it?? remember we had a lot of promise to each other???? remember tat we wan to live together in hostel while we in the uni so we can share cloth and even combine our money for shopping...haha but however tis cannot come true... remember we promise each other when anyone of us marry a rich guy she had to buy a diamond ring..to the one not married to rich man..?? remember we promise when we in the age of 30 we gonna open our own boutique??? remember we promise to have a trip to japan when both of us come out to work??? i really hope we can together fulfill all the promises remember all the memory between us... please do take care of ur health thr okay???dun gv urself too much stress on studies.. ya my beloved darling and cutes friend that i appreciate the most...love ya lotss...muackx... happy 22th birthday
i've been working on new template for fews day.. and finally i come out wif tis design.. but not really satisfy yet since sm of the feature cant b use such as the older post button the widgets .. still not sure whether to continue doi tis or try another design which wan u guys prefer instead.../?? the previous one? or the tis new one? hope to get ya opinion... thx
why suddenly black off so many times?? are you ok??? how could u do tis to me... i noe im bz last fews month since i finish my internship i promise to accompany you like last time!!! why u look so sick now??? wht am i gonna do without u???huhu...
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without u i cant play my sims!!!!that's the problem.... im gonna get a the greatest doctor for u soon...
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haha..can u c how free am i after get rid of the stupid working hour after i doll her up nicely, she felt sick pulak!!!so naughty.. but my genius doctor figure out where the problem... she is lack of nutritious(power supply).hahha no nutritious of coz lar she faint so im getting her a brand new vitamin...
p/s..just crapping around...dun take my post to seriously....hahaha Good Day~~~
im really grateful coz whenever im loss and empty i still have the love and word from Jesus that i can always refer and depend to his word is always so real, answer my question so well.... leave me no doubt in believing him recently , i was struggling with decision whether goi to Asean student congress tis may .. with such a big condition..i really scare im cant fulfill it..tat's y im delaying the reply to shuwan and ney..sorry ya...i cant decide at all..im scare im fear... but it was kinda strange..when i waking up tis morning..i strongly feel that i should go for it..if not i wouldn't grow in Christ.. immediately i text shu wan and tell her i wanna go!! i feel so peace after making tis decision...and i noe holy spirit told me to do tis... i really glad i finally made tis decision..and u noe the fear and scare i face before tis just gone i noe God will lead me in his path..Thanks, Lord..
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and i have tis song to share love tis song...becoz the lyrics so close to me when im faraway from Him... tis song always gain back my faith in Jesus... i remembered once shuwan told me first love to God is the most precious thing...as being a Christian for sm times the love will sooner reduce...day by day... i want my First love to God back!!!!! play and listen to it!!!
Avalon-First Love I used to be the one Who would long to hear your voice A child who sought to win his Father's heart But as I carried on Life got a hold on me Now here I am, a child so far from home Tell me when did I lose my first love? Where did the fire and passion go? Burn in me Your holy fire Give me back my lost desire And restore in me the love I felt for You Can I remember how it felt When they looked into my face And they saw the love of Jesus in my eyes When I look back on my life And question where I've been Can I really say I've done my best for you? Oh, where did I go? (I've lost my way, I've lost my love, I'm all alone) Oh, I'm lost and I'm alone Oh, help me please Lord, lead me home Father take me back And let me start again Lord, I've failed and I've fallen in my pride But lead me back to you Where my life began Revive in me the yearning that has died.
ya..i officially end my internship today.. but im still goi back next week to settle sm brochure stuff...and im doi freelance for them as well... im no longer an intern ok!!!hahah so excited to get rid of tis name..just dunno y today went to work with vy high mood... then they have tis farewell party for us in the lunch time.. ...
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then we have present giving ceremony and photo section my hair look so ugly!!!i tot today ill just goyang kaki in the office doi nth but to wait until 6 who noe at the end i have do 1 new project for my lady boss..so stress up... but i still got time come out with tis.... ya tat's it the employer in the office... let's briefly introduce them.. 1st Sean (brother of Alexis) easy going, best friend of Martin..one of the smoker group... 2nd Martin i think i speak less than 10 words to him...he is so shy to talk to ppl he not close too.. 3rd Ramesh One of the shareholder of the company..whole stomach of knowledge, friendly and nice 4rd Alexzis my lady boss that i use to mention here.. nice and capability in leadership..so sm times quite fierce...lol 5th Linda just gv birth of her baby daughter, funny and outgoing lady... 6th Farid my supervisor and senior too..he is from id oso..haha..soft speaking and funny 7th Arwi my best friend in tis period...she is lovable and supportive last Ish smoker number 2, outgoing friendly and talkative when Jeff around...
will miss u guys and times i spend here...thx for helping me in various way i did learned a lot gain a lot ..Thanks~ good fortune for u guys in the future...God bless~~
tis few weeks i was bz finding gift for different ppl... as one of my reason of going for shopping..hahha..jk la coz since im leaving so tot of buying sm small gift for everyone in the office... everyone??sound a lot huh...however only 7 of them onli lar.. and of coz getting a birthday present for my favorite girl sun sun... dear, u will sooner receive tis!!u will b sure love it!!! finally today i accomplish this "mission" and wrap them to get ready to send out... here is sm random picha of the presents... sm of the present just share wif my college...im broke already!!! notice the pinkish thingy?? i brought it as a gift for myself!!!is a arm rest..so cute i love to gv present ..adore the expression of people getting my present tml ill get sm picha of those who get my present...hahha as for me giving a present is to appreciate oneself in ur life and even for birthday present is a symbol of appreciate her/his birth...and is a way to show how much you love her/him as friend or lover...so next time when brought a person a present pls give it with wholehearted if not just dun gv, it is ok!!rather than letting someone receive a lousy present... and forget about tis... last sat go shopping b4 church with part of ccf...for tis main reason happy belated birthday chinpiing aka greenapple... c isn't it a season of giving.....giving out present~~ noe sm of u (ccf'er) reading my blog senyap senyap...hahah leave a comment or msg let me noe u're here lar...
p/s, u might find that cant access to my blog today coz i close it for maintain and changing new template but unfortunately due to my blurish i cant complete it by today..sorry~~~
tis is my last week of internship... but in tis last week i got tons of work to finish up b4 i leave..... brochure flash 3d template blah blah blah just coming in non-stop... though they noe im leaving on friday but they just dun wan me to b free
and guess wht yesterday my boss asking me to stay until end of tis month... ya another 2 weeks only but i just dun wan to work anymore lar..i really want to get rid of it.. she ask me to think about it after discuss with ney and mum i decide NOT to...haha(my own decision) im leaving no matter how.. tis morning i faster faster type my resign letter im gonna gv it to u her later~~~and tell her set me free please...hahha
im looking forward to sit at home..being a rice worm sticking my butt on the chair playing my favorites the sims all day long... and you noe wht the sims is coming out with third version!! the sims3... cooler indeed... New Seamless, Open Neighbourhood—Explore the neighbourhood freely. New Create A Sim—Create any Sim you can imagine. New Realistic Personalities—Every Sim is a unique person, with a distinct personality. New Unlimited Customisation—Everyone can customise everything!
so cool right?????!!!??Gosh..just cant wait until 2009... i d sign-up as the sims3 VIP to get latest update and able access to special web events..hahhaa *crazy* sad thing is.... next year...next year..mayb im rather too old for the sims d...who care~~~ haih~~~~
Finally..yes finally tis is my last week of internship i wanting tis week to come so much since my 1st week i've been saying to my college aiyo...hope next week is the last week yes now im in the 1st day of my last week damn excited to go to work tis week...hhaha 1st time i felt so happy to go to work... tat day my boss was asking me whether am i interested in working in her company after i graduate was like so shock...but i din say anything just smile at her bcoz i hope to go to bigger company working in those big cooperate...and she ask me whether if i want to do some freelance job for her..haha the answer of coz lar..ill have additional income then..why not.. hehe...so excited...hahah after tis ill have a really long break until mid of june!!!the longest break i ever had in mmu... im on vacation mood now!!!! woohoo...
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im gonna miss Kioskmedia after tis week...*ahem*ahem*
mayb u're not readin my blog... but i wanna say to u loudly tat i miss u so so so much!!!! hope ya doing fine in sabah... noe it been hard time for u last month..lotsa unhappy and unlucky happen to you.. God will guide u, ok!!dun worry continue to b my sun shinny sun sun miss your sweet smile miss your cute little chubby face
u're my best shopping mate ever in this entire world!!! u're my bestie to share out my secret u're my cutest friends that i never ever had!!! u're my best sister who alwasy comfort me whenever im sad u're my BFF (important than my BF u c u got one more F)
noe u're gonna have ur final exam..pls take good care of urself k!!! and aunty will be alright!!! she is as cheerful as you, she will recover and stay healthy
cant wait to c u on May..u're coming back right??keke... Love ya...Muackx...
thr will be always random post whenever thr are too much lapsap things
or just lazy to think of a title...
1st lapsap things.. my product!!!keke suppose to post it earlier but my college always forget his promise to me to gv me all the picture he take for my product... ya!!1st time my product being shown in the public!really public u noe! its appear in Matta Fair few weeks ago!!! my design for the application of Menara Kl being chosen and i was asked to produce the full application to use in our company kiosk for visitor attraction purpose. here is the photo of me and kiddy(one of the kiosk porduct from my company) in matta fair!! and the entroy with keyboard.. dun misunderstand im dealing with the application not the kiosk ya.. and one day a big potential customer come to our office lady boss ask for my application to put in the kiosk so i also kepo kepo want to take picture... tis is 1borneo project from Sabah
2nd lapsap thing FOOD!!! ya just wanna share some special i ate tis few weeks.. do u noe earthquake???ya earthquake from Swensen!! tis is the taste of my childhood!! my mum use to bring me and my brother to Swesen for their steak and ice-cream when i was young!of coz tis was b4 both my sistes are born lar... last last sat after church service, me n ney when lepak at subang parade and we decide to hv dessert at Swensen You must try this earth-shaking indulgence which will send tremors of delight right off the richter scale! 8 scoops of ice cream of your choice, plus 8 toppings. (from Swensen site) their ice cream still taste the same like those time... ....
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last friday which i take my half day leave to settle some stuff with ney we went to sungei wang actually... while finding for kimgary we found tis cafe at the designer corner in sungei wang the photograph of their food attract us to hv a try it was unexpectedly nicer than what we thought their service is good as well... have a try if u feel like eating malay's food but they are not malay style but maybe english style haha...its true ok..english style kinda malay food!! Yummy!!
3rd and the last thing finally i add some new stuff to mywardrobe brought myself 2 skirt one pants and a dress.. love all of them, the cloth all haven unpack yet... and there is one shop in sunway which will bcome my new destination for cloth supply their cloth are unique and sm vintage kinda feel my ney help me to do sm shopping at tis shop today! thx ney..love ya...appreciate it vy vy much coz i test one of the dress last sat but could't decide on the spot so ney was ordered to help me collect them all back...!!keke...cant wait to wear them...
ya today Jeffrey the intern from Holland is leaving us....
as i mention in my post that due to settle matter from his campus.. he is not allow to continue his internship program...so kersian right... although my lady boss fright for him so that he can stay and continue the internship but Jeff just do not want to even continue study his management course... he is such a funny and happy going guy his personality is so lovable and sweet... bring lotsa jokes say lotsa rubbish to make us laugh we gonna miss all those crap he use to say... just really hope tis is a right choice for him and his future...
yesterday we have a farewell party for him at ish house to "celebrate" his leaving no one is emotional coz no one mention about the leaving also we just laugh along the night...non stop........... Jeff aka the salad boy he always in charge of the salad....haha..since he only noe tis...tis time we do slightly different we do like western style we brought laminated steak, lamb and chicken... we have more guest tis time lady boss and his brother who also the technician in office join us too... and ish shy friend joined us oso but due to his shyness...i dun hv any pic of him..even remember his name...sorry ya..
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... midvalley...sorry to say tat we eat our 2nd snake.... longer time..haha... we have our lunch at carls junior...they love it too.... see everyone love carls.... Jeff best smoker buddyour burger... ...
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ya arcade...hahah ridiculous right...
ok then tat's all... tis the only one picture i have with him...remember tis effect i did for the rambo poster...
thx Jeff for the great time being with us... with you the time in kioskmedia is full of laughter... mayb we are not gonna meet in the future..we thx God for bring us together... please take care..God bless you... u're the Rambo for us forever....
as i said b4 it was a miracle for me to receive flowers from my ney..
really a miracle since he give all sort of present from bed sheet to shoe to sweet anything but not a stalk of flower bcoz he think flower is the most waste money present in tis world mayb he dun think im as pretty as a flower instead.. haha..anyway here is the real reason i think...*i think larr... ...
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tis is how the flower looks like when i get from ney... i adore the white rose so nice and elegant right pink wan oso not bad....
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after fews day...the petal change in shape already... the pink one remain it shapes...but color is like *ahem ahem*
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2days later...teruk right...look more a tissue paper... hahha..i dun wan a flower like tis...
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flower just do not last longer.... tat y ney always tell me flower cant live internal in your life... you will only b happy for a while when you get it.... c ney bb so good right? find reason for myself y you dun buy me flower...hahaha...
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but i still want flower next time ya !!! a bigger wan..hahha...
p/s: ya, people it just a post to kill my free time...sorry for wasting your time...